There is You

song: " Even if the sun refuse to shine..
Even if we live in different times.
Even if the ocean left the sea...
There would still be you and me..."


Yeah, I just didn't know how it happen-
but there was you....
and now it is you.
What magic is there
that you seem to claim all of my days?
and the spaces that surround me..
It was so abrupt but took so slow.
so slow but abruptly caught my mind.
ha! ha! ha! but it is beautiful!
So beautiful like a dream in a full moon shine!
That when you're not around,
the minutes seems so slow.
the days seem like years.
and am missing you!
What a mystery it is.
only our minds talk,
our sticks walk hand in hand,
our keyboards spell the words,
and voices fall in random with whatever time is left unsaid.
But there is You and Me.
And it's amazing and impressive,
how things work out.
I wish this is not an illusive dream.
Shall I see you?
Shall I let you hold my hands?
Shall I let your kiss on my lips?
Shall I let you dance me all night through?
Shall I spend my days with you?
Oh yes I shall let you.
So you will know,
that there's You..... and there is Me.
and there's Us
here, face to face, together... you and I.
and we're not dreaming,
and it's not virtual.
it's what we're waiting for.
and those moments would be beautiful.
And when time for me to go,
You're in my heart and never leave.
I'll take your love with me.
And my sleep would be forever dreaming of you.
Am glad you're here,
so glad no words to say-
but " I love you."
Am glad there is You..... and Me.


end song : " Even if the world will disappear
Even if the clouds will shed no tear.
Even if tonight was just a dream,
There would still be you and me." <3




activity: testing for new meds... hope this will be negative for any reactions.
3 lab tests to come.
wish my ESR level comes down.