Saturday, March 10, 2012

The Journal

The meeting was cancelled and I remembered the journal I was looking for for many weeks now. I need to find it..... in it are important write-ups I wrote years back that may impact the next years of my life.


I began unearthing the second floor of my house. I can feel it's just somewhere. And I found things that I have forgotten about .



Ang dami kong kalat... and look at what I have found:




gift cards from former students and letters from my kids. Oh I found a letter too from my mom....





my old dancing shoes... I remember performing with the our team in Cuneta Astrodome before thousands of audiences. Ours was the highlight. The energy was outrageous! That shoes brought me to different places and met different people, and brought me happy memories.







Things I hid inside my pillow. Ang mga ito ang tatapos sa mga pagtataka at paghahaka-haka ng maraming tao. Alam kong isang araw ay mababasa nila ang blog na ito. But when I found this, I decided to destroy them. Let everybody die wondering!! Nagpatawad na ako, hindi ko na kailangan ang mga ito at wala na ako pakialam.





the bracelet, yari sa black swarovski crystal and






the anklet ( pearls) I made 6 years ago.... the pearls were from my mom's wedding dress.... sinungkit ko! haha !





and few of the tribal necklaces na natago ... nakaipon pala ako ng isang kahon ng mga ganyan.





and finally after isang oras ng paghahanap... nakita ko din journal ko...... madami na akong naipong alikabok at agiw sa dustpan.




ang journal... nasa kahon pala ng mga itinago kong pambalot ng bulaklak na natanggap ko . Nasa loob din ng kahon ang mga sulat, pictures, wallets, accessories at dried flowers na natanggap ko ng mga nagdaang panahon. Sus, nu ba yun? Iniipon ko pala !




Whatever coaches may say, when you want to scale your future and do something for it, you cannot avoid looking back in the past, to find out what has been wrong and what has been good. To get some clues that may lead you to the keys... the keys that will unlock doors to what you are looking for, to paths that you want to take.



For me, I just want to find out the things I have discovered way back then, bring them to mind again and share with others.... maybe I could spark a little light..