Ours is Like This

For you have come unexpectedly in the day
I did not know I will be asked to
let go of my solitary beliefs;
During the heat of summer,
When I was so busy tending my father's flock.


It was after my prayer:
"Look not upon me O Lord because I am black,
because the sun has looked upon me;
My mother's children were angry with me;
They made me the keeper of their vineyards,
but my own vineyard have I not kept." ( Songs 1:5-6)


It was also after the Lord spoke to me,
that He's beginning to make a great change
in my life.
After I have learned to play R.O.S.E., basketball
and Time Crisis.


Who will say that I will have the courage
To cross boundaries and bridges I've never crossed before?
To break the tradition I hold dear in my life?
That is when after I have known you!


There was no sad moment with you.
There was no tiring minute with you.
Each is a piece of good memory,
I wish I could compile in a scrapbook.
But no! It should be posted in our hearts,
And in our minds.. so they won't fade away.


Ours is a sun after a very long rain!
A strike of light in a very dark place.
A laughter in the midst of gloom and dreary,
A pause after a very long conversation.


If I will be asked to describe you-
I would say,
You are a flowing stream
Whose tranquil water brings calmness and peace
To my soul.
A gentle breeze that embraces me
When I sleep,
Bringing me pleasant dreams!


Who would forget you, Eicher?
They may forget you but not I!
I will hold you dear here,
In my heart.
Though we're miles apart,
Nothing has changed.
It's as if it's always the beginning,
And end is far away!


I thank God for sending you in my life,
I may not know how long we'll going to travel
Together in this road of ours,
But I am so happy and thankful,
That once in my life,
I was given the chance to be with
You
And know that life is more beautiful
Than what I have thought it is.


In the middle of our laughs
Sometimes you say my eyes are sad...
It's because I do not want end to come
In our happiness.

D Problem wid Rapid Manifestation Wei...

I've studied Rapid Manifestation by Dr. Anthony Roberts, a downloaded article from the internet (Secrets of the Mind Masters). I've read it thoroughly and I could say its a truth that will help a person in a lot of ways, specially in finances and success. It's the same principle as that of the Bible about our minds in Romans, " Be ye transformed by the renewing of your minds..."


Yeah, it's about our minds! It's about how our emotions are transmitted to our environment and thus afffect also the outcome of things in our lives. It's what you fear the most that happen. It's not just having a positive mind but a hygienic mind that influence our actions, our sorrounding and our course of life!


It's effective! I can attest to that! In my finances, in my transactions and to my workplaces. But I never thought it will also be effective in healing a broke heart or a heart in pain!


Yeah it did! I was forced to move on within two weeks from an indespaired relationship! E sino kayang tao ang makagagawa nun? Two weeks end and nothing happened... I tried Rapid Manifestation! It worked! Within less than a month I was able to move on... minus the pain!
Sad memories? Nahh!! Gone!! Ha ha ha ha!


Now I got "long hair" and wide smiles,... laughters too!


Now, the person who broke up with me and learned that I used the technique wants me to undo it because he wanted to "return" to my world. The problem with Rapid Manifestation when you used it to pain, it totally delete all files of pain and feelings... how will you recover something from nothing? It's impossible!! This is something he cannot understand. The saddest thing about it is: he is the one who introduced me to the principle because he was so tired and irritated seeing me so quietly in pain before!


I recommend Rapid Manifestation to those who wanted to make a 360 degrees moving on!!


So you can also sing " Time In" with me!! ha ha ha ha ( luma na kanta pero swak pa rin!)
with the last line that goes....


"Akin and sandali,
Ako ang reyna ng gabi!" : )

Touched by God's Word

" For as the rain comes down, and the snow from heaven, and return not thither, but water the earth, and make it bring forth and bud, that it may give seed to the sower, and bread to the eater:

So shall My word that go forth out of My mouth, it shall not return unto Me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing thereto I sent it.

For ye shall go out with joy, and be led forth with peace..."

Isaiah 55:10-12



" And behold, I am with thee, and will keep thee in all places where thou go, and will bring thee again in this land; for I will not leave thee until I have done that which I have spoken of thee of."

Genesis 28:15



" When you pass through the waters, I will be with You. said the Lord.
Fear not, for I am with you."

Isaiah 43: 2-5



These words came in the time so needful of His assurance. I received the first and 2nd ones during my time of reflection, and the 3nd one through a text from a student of mine.

So my strenght and my endurance continue.



My praise be unto Him, Yeshua T' Adonai !!


note: Yeshua T' Adonai- Hebrew " Jesus Our God"

I am A PK !

I belong to a circle of kids around the world known as the PKs. We're millions now though, and each of us like the rest of the kids out there, are unique in many different ways. But I don't like to speak about its uniqueness. I'd like to speak about what we sometimes think and feel which none of the people out there, including our parents, know and care to know.


Since this blog is about " talkative mind"... perhaps reading this is the only best way to do. I thought about this write up when I attended a seminar on Values Plus II Last Saturday. I shook hands with the guest speaker and she recognized instantly with a blurt, " Oh, you're a PK! So am I! We belong to the same circle! Ha ha ha!"


PK means " Preacher's Kid"! I guess, you already know where am heading to. Well, I'm not only a PK, am also a MK (Missionary Kid)!! And in our family, all my nieces and nephews, cousins and relatives in the 2nd to the 4th generations are all PKs!!


Is it hard to be one? How does life being one goes? Do we share feelings and encounters like other kids whose parents are not like ours? And many more questions.. unendless questions.


Our parents are popular. People see them in television, in the streets, hear them on radios, involved in politics, in education, in all areas of the society. They have networking groups, associations and even corporations! If other kids have their parents working at day and can only be seen at night, our parents are working on call 24/7 everyday! For MK's, their parents are absent from home most of the time, mostly weeks and months! For tribal missionaries like me, sometimes it takes years to be far away from home! Grabe di ba? That's why MK's go with their parents wherever they go.


We kids live in the back of the limelight. We are expected to behave according to the norms. We are expected to live up with the biblical principles. We, like other people in this creation also needs to have a personal relationship with Jesus Christ! Our parents salvation is not transferrable to us their kids. And in the future, when we grow up, we are being expected to be called by God in His service following the footsteps of our parents. We bear in our shoulders the big obligation to tell others about Jesus, His love for us His creation, and His sacrifice just to pay for the sins of every individual on earth. To tell them that God has provided all of us the deep meaning of our existence.


We feel the same way like other kids do. We have the same fears and struggles, only we do not have " our own will". And its so hard sometimes! But as to the grace and favor from the Almighty... we're so rich of it!!


Well I guess, I have to go now... work calling! Chow!

A Love Story at Iba pa...

Back to Batangas...

the Badjawan where I belong.

.... peace and quiet after a heartbreaking and mindcrushing week in

Bulacan:

"they lighten up my day. they always take my breath away."

"eunice, gemma, me, arlene & ruth...we work together everyday.
kilawing mangga session is fun with them."





Before I went here, my friend & I decided to watch " A Love Story", the movie of Aga Muchlach, Maricel Soriano and Angelika Panganiban. Watching it was actually a lambing from my friend who, like me, has a necksized stress from work.

There we go. The theme song, "Tell Me" gives an additional touching effect. It was my third time to watch a love story. The 1st was the movie also of Aga & the wife of Diether Ocampo, (Oh my gosh! I can't remember the title! This could be the effect of my 80/60 blood pressure!); and the 2nd one was Eternity. Both were good movies, (fighting for love), in my taste. But this one is different. Its a love triangle!

The writer was good, making us think that the other woman was the younger one... which is the usual happening. But no! the other woman is the older one, which according to the ad, (that caught my interest that's why I watched it) : " What will happen if the right woman is the other woman?". Kaiba di ba?

Long before the movie highlighted, I wanted to go home na! Because I"m hearing some sobs! Because its malungkot! And I already predicted that the right woman which is the other woman will give way, and I was right!!! Iiiihh! the pain, the tears, the pleadings between the man and the other woman.... Filipino concept! Di ba pwedeng ibahin? ha ha ha ha! Hey, most of us who watched it are women! Only a handful men were there, usually dates!


But I also know of a love story. Not so rare, I suppose, that ended up into nothing after so many years, because of kawalan ng pagpapahalaga. When the woman, free and everything, met a man who made her happy, the previous man realized how important to him the woman is... so he's done all his best to win back the woman, but to no avail! No amount of tears, force and pleadings made her come back!


Lessons in Life: Always appreciate what is here. You may not know its value but it's God's gift to you! Love it while it's here, so that when it's gone, you'll be thankful to God that you did not waste any time loving and appreciating it... there'll be good memories left in your pockets!

Thank you Lord for this gift of life! For making my hair long andmy smiles longer!! Ha ha ha!