Ours Is Like A Fantaserye

Domeng....

Met him in a time nobody would ever think will come.
In a time where my world was preoccupied with the tribe, my career and....my career. ahuh!
That was May 14,2006.
Can still remember ei.

The following days were filled with talks about his life, my life (although I maintained one card under the table), his world...he let me saw his world, his world. And my world?...Ahh, I have no idea if he wanted to see mine. I was afraid to ask.

But the days were filled with talks on the texts... he didn*t want me to hear his voice...pangit daw! Well, I didn*t care. But he did care.

..of exchanges of gifts... we use couriers.
... of listening and understanding.
... helping one another.
But he never saw my face.
I never saw his face.
in person.
only in pictures.

There are times I have the doubt if he is the real Dominic?
But there are also times I shoved those doubts away. I don*t care.
Whether he*s real or not.
Because I saw the person inside the childish covers he had.
The person anyone would gonna like and love.
And I love it.

I read and feel the heartbeat he had,
but I chose not to take it seriously...I was afraid.
I can*t ask, because I might be wrong..
And I am afraid.

Then one day he was gone!
I don*t know why.
He was gone... and it made me think a lot of questions without answers.
Is it the hershey*s fault? Is it my fault?
But his leaving hurt me.
Why am I hurting? Don*t know...
But who cares? He wouldn*t know anyway.
He*s gone.

Years passed by...Eerr, two years passed by.
It*s May again...
When my world is preoccupied with work and wonderings...

I hate the times of my sudden sadness.
These times I hate the rain, I like the dimness of each night, the noise and the roads.

Then suddenly, he came back from nowhere....
And I in the place of no return.

It is May again... and it was May 21, 2010.

His return I never expected. I thought he was gone forever!
His return made me cry!
Si Domeng lang ang nakapagpaiyak sa akin,
sa gitna ng supermarket...

I cried... I don*t know why.
Siguro kasi bati na kami.
Nahh..... ganun lang?
I don*t know, still, why.
why I cried.

And I have known the reason why he left. And I was surprised! So surprised that I exclaimed, "Why didn*t you tell me?"

Because I was waiting to hear that but he didn*t tell.


Days are filled with talks in texts, and calls now! Oh yeah, I can now hear his voice and his laughs!
And a lot more beautiful things!
Beautiful things!
Beautiful things!

Ha ha ha ha ha!

And he*s a different person now! More beautiful than the one I*ve known before.
And I like the changes.
But still, we see only each other in ... pictures!

He is like a future in a glimpse.
You can talk to but you can*t touch.
Near but so far. A world apart.
Heaven and earth.
A dream.
A fantasy.... nope, a fantaserye!
Because we*re making a story.

But he said it*s not a dream, and not a fantasy...

You are Cinderella and I am Prince Charming! ha ha ha

So it is.

These Guys...

Dominic Roco - a bilao of rice biko and relyenong bangus!

At 7 o'clock in the morning of June 29, this sweet guy asked me if I like to eat biko? I said yes! And by the 11th am, a bilao of special malagkit rice biko and 6 relyenong bangus were delivered handcarried to my office! I was stunned! OMG! I thought Dom's joking! He was not! All my employees were kilig to the bones! Followed by a text : " Nagustuhan mo ba ang padala q sau? Kinain mo ba?". Oha!!!

Mamatay sila sa inggit!


Eihcer - "love is a choice. Destiny is a lie."

" when a guy calls you, he wants to be with you.
when a guy is quiet, he's listening to you.
when a guy stares at you, he wishes you would care about him and wonders if you do.
when a guy calls/texts/comments on you everyday, he is in love!
when a guy tells you he loves you, he means it!
when a guy says, "I miss you!", he misses you more than you could have ever missed him in
anything else."

He does the every "when".



Alex- " love is a destiny."

He believes that love is a matter of destiny designed by the Almighty for every person living on earth. So even if he loves you so much, he will forget about you when he learned you're not his destined partner to be!

He extends covenant friendship where a friend will be willing to die for his friend if necessary!

He's my covenant-friend!



Rein - " not everyone is blessed with everything."

He's successful in every endeavor yet finds himself not blessed in love!

He's also my covenant-friend!



Gary - " love is something to enjoy about."

He believes that if you failed in your relationship, it's not always the end! You can still enjoy it! He learns fast in love and fun. He's always there, silently lurking around my celphone connection, always wondering why my phone's busy or not available!

He's also my covenant-friend!



Macmac- " success lies within."

Don Makoy wishes to be rich and famous! Very industrious! Always finding the secrets to success and I believe he has found the one!

He's also my covenant-friend!



Mark - "say what you mean and mean what you say."

He taught me that women should be open with their minds, saying what's in it so men won't misunderstood them! He taught me to be frank about my feelings and my thoughts. Not to be afraid of what's in my mind. That there is freedom and peace in it! But he's gone now! I wonder if he will come back again?



Jhomar- " it's human to commit a mistake."

He's afraid to fall!! Yet, all along he taught me that it's o.k. to commit mistakes. That it's healthy so you will learn! That mistakes is part of our existence and we should not be afraid of them!


These are the guys who shook my world!

After 3 days, I'm back!

Those were tiring days! I spent those days working in the office, not paper works but manual job! Because no male employee in sight! My muscles ache up to now! The massages I got did not suffice!

I missed the Pirates, the dinner date, the malling, and the Rizal Park! Someone blurted out, "hey tsong, wait ka na ng bf mo sa Luneta, buhat ka pa ng buhat ng tables dyan!". (My bf in Luneta is none other than the man who doesn't know how to sit down--- JR... Jose Rizal!). Those pesky jokes just earn from me a laugh! Anyway, I like the park, more than any other park! Because it's big and wide, and near the bay, with a very senti sunset, green grass, fresh air, taho in the evening, and an open heaven! Relaxing... for me. Whenever I'm sick, tired and petitioning God for something, my friend brings me there.

The night before I go, lying on my bed with the t.v. on, a preview of the show, Here Comes the Bride flashed on the screen. I learned it's a competitions for couples about to wed. But the fat bride caught my attention, who's crying out, " bakit ako? ayoko...". I asked the people in the house, "is she a bride?" ( she's wearing a wedding gown!). I blurted out, " huh? bride siya? what do you know...". She's lucky, I thought. She's got a guy and she'll get marry! I wonder what's in her that made her through the isle? I've got beautiful friends, all professionals, but all guy-less!It's not because they shun guys, but because no guy is courting them!

I wonder what female qualities do really men like? Qualities that will click to men that will move them to court a woman? A male friend once said to me with a high tone after asking him if he likes beautiful & sexy ladies: " What will I do with a beautiful face?". That guy is good looking and intelligent... and she loves girls! Aahhh...

It's still a puzzle to me specially when I learned from a survey that the female-male ratio now a days is 8:1 ( 8 females to 1 man!). Napaka swerte ng mga lalaki! No wonder why many women today fall in-love so easily, even with married guys! The world is running out of men! OMG!!! To think of it that most eligible men now are either taken or gay!

I departed from thinking about it! Besides, it's not a problem to me. Ha ha ha ha!

4am, I headed south. And off I go with a promise I'll be back by June 11. My prayer went again, that God will give me a good-looking male seatmate who will not move a bit but only watch the movie on video. Answered prayer! I was able to sleep in the bus!

Something came up to my window : a black butterfly! on a moving bus? Premonition?

I arrived here in Batangas, 10am. After wearing my langit-langit malong ( a malong half-leg lenght pants with tassles and beads on the hemline), off to work I go. A young man yawned as I teach, and said he's tired , got a slam from me, " Kung pagod ka na, ano tawag mo sa akin?!". So I was able to finish my lesson.

Checking on my e-mail and my friendster, my tiredness ran down like water to my legs: Mark is still alive, but still in his " silent" mode, and Jhomar is still pushing for the hamsters to rule! I can't believe myself! nahh!

My phone still rings at 12:40am. Friends checking me out if I"m okay, busy or nagbibisi-bisihan lang, and why am still awake?:

Thank you Lord for my friends who keep me company always, who care, who support, who give me headache as well as tummy ache, and who's always there specially in times like this. Take care of them, Lord and give them long life so all of us will always have fun times together! Amen.