Always You

If there is one thing I cherish in this world right now,

it's not riches,

it's not honor,

it's not fame,

nor glory nor

the attention of the world...

it is you.

I thank God for every morning I wake up

beside you,

for every night I lay down

with you.

I may find all things I dream of,

but what would it mean

without

you?

Oh how I want my wishes come true,

for I dearly want

that I spend my life with you.

to walk each day,

to face each sunset,

to enjoy this life,

nothing else I will ask for.

You just don't know how much

you make me happy.

In spite of so many misunderstandings.

I count them as nothing,

for they don't mean a thing

compared to what I feel

in your presence.

I cherish you

now

and always

in my heart.

and

it will always

be

you !

When Reasons Fail

You, I love so dearly.

I cherish so seriously.

I wish you know,

Yes, it's true!

The big wall between us,

The gap of time that surrounds us,

are like drops of water on a bucket,

like teardrops on a heavy rain.

Some words are filled with uncertainties,

A back door you opened for a possibility.

(Oh, how my heart ache,

my world crashed a bit..)

I understand but no!

I chose to love you,

to keep you in my heart.

To take whatever comes my way.

I have no reason

but my love for you.

Perhaps, if there are other reasons,

and those reasons fail,

in waiting for you..

I have another reason to take,

You love me.

That I know.

It's all I believe.

I hope one day we'll find each other.

No more walls,

No more gaps.

No more uncertainties,

But only Us.

We....... just Us!

What a day..!

end song: Maybe It's You

Your Love

Your love,

so true,

so real,

it's here

and there's nothin' I can say,

it's like sugar to my coffee,

and cream to my shakes.

It turns into many colors,

giving shape to lifeless blue.

nothing else

could turn things like this,

like what

your love can do.

Sometimes I know

it frustrates you a lot,

to see me but can't be hold.

to listen to every word senseless

word I say.

to share things as if we're

really sharing,

to stay beside me

as you're really staying.

and when connections fail,

there you are and me,

a big, big gap of wall called distance.

I also sometimes know

your wonderings about me,

the mix feelings of uncertainties,

which you never,never want to disclose.

so you rely on reading me,

on feeling me,

on trusting me,

and on loving me.

But am thankful,

and I feel wonderful to have

such love from you.

so cool, so patient, so lovely.

as lovely as each morning

that comes to my life each day.

as lovely as the stars in the sky,

that shines on my every night.

as lovely as every flower

I see..

as lovely...

as lovely.

So I spend my nights and my days

staying beside you,

and you staying beside me,

really staying.

And I wish you know how much

I cherish each moment with you.

How much I love loving you.

and how many wishes I have,

( Oh, I know most of those wishes are impossible)

Oh, it hurts.

but I cast them anyway..., preadventure.

for your love.

maraming salamat po..

Who Are You

entre: "How Sweet It is To be Loved By You"


Who are you ?
who invaded my world,
made one my two dimensions,
made green my wasted earth
because I didn't care anymore.

Who are you?
who fixed my broken bridges
and connected the broken lines that sounds can be heard again.
who allied my brain and heart
that they agree again.

Who are you?
who planted trees and flowering plants all over my place,
to make living full of feelings.
who watered the withered ones with love and care,
so I will notice again.

Who are you?
who keep the waves rolling and the rain falling,
when I stopped looking out on my territory.
who made me realized the rank I left and so come back.
who kept my candles burning at night.

Who are you?
who changed my mind.
who made me accept that two is better than one.
who filled my world with happiness.
who made each day better ones.

Who are you? Yes, who are you?
and how dare you do that to me... ha ha ha ha

Yes, you are the one who loves me
and the one I love so true.

You, who makes each day a moment to never forget.
I want you not to stop doing those things,
coz I love being hugged by you.
I love being kissed by you.
I love being with you.
and I don't know how it is without you around..
it'll be so hard to breath!

And I want you around me forever and ever.


end: Something In The Way She Moves

There is You

song: " Even if the sun refuse to shine..
Even if we live in different times.
Even if the ocean left the sea...
There would still be you and me..."


Yeah, I just didn't know how it happen-
but there was you....
and now it is you.
What magic is there
that you seem to claim all of my days?
and the spaces that surround me..
It was so abrupt but took so slow.
so slow but abruptly caught my mind.
ha! ha! ha! but it is beautiful!
So beautiful like a dream in a full moon shine!
That when you're not around,
the minutes seems so slow.
the days seem like years.
and am missing you!
What a mystery it is.
only our minds talk,
our sticks walk hand in hand,
our keyboards spell the words,
and voices fall in random with whatever time is left unsaid.
But there is You and Me.
And it's amazing and impressive,
how things work out.
I wish this is not an illusive dream.
Shall I see you?
Shall I let you hold my hands?
Shall I let your kiss on my lips?
Shall I let you dance me all night through?
Shall I spend my days with you?
Oh yes I shall let you.
So you will know,
that there's You..... and there is Me.
and there's Us
here, face to face, together... you and I.
and we're not dreaming,
and it's not virtual.
it's what we're waiting for.
and those moments would be beautiful.
And when time for me to go,
You're in my heart and never leave.
I'll take your love with me.
And my sleep would be forever dreaming of you.
Am glad you're here,
so glad no words to say-
but " I love you."
Am glad there is You..... and Me.


end song : " Even if the world will disappear
Even if the clouds will shed no tear.
Even if tonight was just a dream,
There would still be you and me." <3




activity: testing for new meds... hope this will be negative for any reactions.
3 lab tests to come.
wish my ESR level comes down.